[Verse 1]
Speed it up, slow it down
Percepat, perlambat
Need control, need it now
Butuh kendali, butuh sekarang
I need to live a thousand times
Aku perlu hidup seribu kali
I cannot stop, I cannot cry
Aku tak bisa berhenti, aku tak bisa menangis
I will not fret, I will not die
Aku tak kan resah, aku tak kan mati
I am machine, I stay alive
Aku mesin, aku tetap hidup
Sometimes I think, sometimes I think
Seringkali aku berpikir, seringkali aku berpikir
Sometimes I think, sometimes I (Ooh)
Seringkali aku berpikir, seringkali aku
I've got no aim, a million rounds, is nothing real?
Aku tak punya tujuan, sejuta putaran, apa tak ada yang nyata?
A hundred pounds of heavy steel, it feels so loud
Seratus pon baja berat, sangat keras
Tied to my chest, it feels so loud
Diikat di dadaku, terasa sangat keras
I'll take a peek to across the peaks
Aku kan mengintip ke seberang puncak
This grass is neat and I'm quite unique
Rerumputan ini rapi dan aku cukup unik
But I'd like to be, but I'd like to be
Tapi aku suka menjadi diriku
[Chorus]
And I hope this is the hardest part
Dan ku harap inilah bagian tersulit
We try, we try
Kita coba, kita coba
And when they say they're satisfied
Dan saat mereka bilang mereka puas
They're lying, they're lying
Mereka berbohong, mereka berbohong
Do forgive me, I've seen the treasure's in the bloom
Maafkan aku, aku tlah melihat harta karun itu bermekaran
But right now, I'm just not strong enough for you
Tapi sekarang, aku tak cukup kuat untukmu
[Verse 2]
Sorry, you can see it in my retina
Maaf, kau bisa melihatnya di mataku
Focus in and out, I'm doing better
Fokus masuk dan keluar, aku melakukan lebih baik
Artificial ghost with no perception
Hantu buatan tanpa persepsi
I wanna be a Chevy, not a Sentra, uh (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Aku ingin menjadi Chevy, bukan Sentra, uh (Ya, ya, ya)
I don't feel the way they programmed me to feel today
Aku tak merasakan cara mereka memprogram ku tuk merasakan hari ini
Some pieces falling from the waist up
Beberapa potongan jatuh dari pinggang ke atas
I'm so sorry for delays
Aku sangat menyesal atas keterlambatan
Just need one moment to erase
Hanya perlu satu saat tuk menghapus
That burning pain before the rage
Rasa sakit yang membara sebelum amukan
I feel good, I feel good, I feel good (I fixed it)
Aku merasa baik, aku merasa baik, aku merasa baik (aku memperbaikinya)
[Chorus]
And I hope this is the hardest part
Dan ku harap inilah bagian tersulit
We try, we try
Kita coba, kita coba
And when they say they're satisfied
Dan saat mereka bilang mereka puas
They're lying, they're lying
Mereka berbohong, mereka berbohong
Do forgive me, I've seen the treasure's in the bloom
Maafkan aku, aku tlah melihat harta karun itu bermekaran
But right now, I'm just not strong enough for you
Tapi sekarang, aku tak cukup kuat untukmu
And I hope this is the hardest part
Dan ku harap inilah bagian tersulit
We try, we try
Kita coba, kita coba
And when they say they're satisfied
Dan saat mereka bilang mereka puas
They're lying, they're lying
Mereka berbohong, mereka berbohong
Do forgive me, I've seen the treasure's in the bloom
Maafkan aku, aku tlah melihat harta karun itu bermekaran
But right now, I'm just not strong enough for you
Tapi sekarang, aku tak cukup kuat untukmu